Hmmm...

Well this is my first foray into blogging, feeling a little torn on the whole thing setting myself and my thoughts out into the world where anyone and everyone can see them, or maybe not i'll have to figure this out sometime, so perhaps i will do this instead of sleep now.
i think i have some important things to say and maybe just need to vent some stuff to the world, occasionally i get some good thoughts and insights especially after the collapse of my world of sunshine, lolipops and rainbows, hence the title.
well let the journey begin...