Thursday, March 27, 2008

in between

i feel like i don't fit in, never really have but recently more than ever. most people my age are either unmarried or newly wed, i have been married, had kids and divorced before most have even taken that first step.
however most people in my boat are not my age, but rather likely nearly a decade or so older.
i have a hard time relating to either group because i just don't fit in, and i have a hard time with people because i am scared of getting hurt and being rejected, and because of the overwhelming sense that i don't fit in.
i know someday i will that it will all be resolved in the way it is supposed to be, but for now i guess i'll just have to be in between.

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